Today i just stay at home for a whole day!
BORING TAHAP GABAN!!xtaw cmne nk describe this feelin.fuhhh..!!!
but, nk buat cmne,nk kuar pon,my boyfie busy..
so, stay at home jealah..
BUT..,eventhough today is a "boring day", it still meaningful for me!
WHY????
This becoz for the 1st time since my parents divorce,dieorg meet each other!bygkn brape lame ibu n abah x jmpe each other..?!
hurm, mcm biase lidah masing2 kelu xtaw nk ckap ape ntah..nak2, abah bwk isteri baru die..as a daughter, i can see thru my mom eye's,she's feel sad!BUT..
she's very strong mother, i respect her coz die boley thn emosi tue..!
U're my WONDER WOMAN lah ibu!Caya lah..:)
Here, my mood is really2 swing
1stly, MOOD: feel appy sbb ibu n abah dh berbaek, dh boley berjmpe each other rather than before..
2nd, MOOD: feel sad coz xsmpai ati tgk muke ibu n abah yg still mcm love each other even abah dh ade wife baru..OMG!!i can't imagine this feelin!HURT sgt2..sedih gler2..:(
Sometimes, i always ask GOD, why i shud faced all this things??!!knape dlm byk2 org, aku yg terpilih utk tempuh smua ini?!Oh God, i'm NOT strong like my mum!N now my tears is already out!!OH GOSH!!!
i think i should stop here.
PEN OFF,
Kuaizah Adenan
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