You're Not Sorry

.... All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

Don't wanna hurt anymore
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away,
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry...

kuaizah

Happiness n Sadness of Me

Dear Blog,

Finally, i already finish my BEL 492 Presentation...Thanx God!!;)
Happy sgt coz akhrnyer, Presention ke-2 nie, dpt pujian dr my beloved lecturer, En.Sa'aban..;)
After a few days i hv been prepared fur my presentation smpai suare da nk hlg,now i think i deserved fur it..;)
Hopefully i'll get A's fur BEL 492..

.....But my happiness is no longer nymore coz i hv a big problem wit my bf..
I'm try all my best to be a gud gf BUT he simply disappoint me..sedih..;(
N now we're already "break out"..

Kuaizah

Torture Weekdays.......

Dear Blog,

Finally,finish my exhausted week...
from monday till friday got test..
bygkn monday ade research methodology test, continue with OSHA test n today got QMT quiz..
dahler xphm chpter transportation and simplex tablue tue..tensen!!
org laen kate sng aku jea yg msh ke"blur"an lg..x phm2..adoii ai!!
lecturer plak ajar cpt nk mampos!!hey,u'll shud noe i'm totally person who really HATEcalculation sbject K! Sng ckp, aku nie lembab ckit bab calculation nie..
Sggup hafal 1 buku OB or else HR rather than kn buat calculation...ishhh..
Though x amik bachelor in finance, buley lah m'nggalkn "scientific calculator fx-570MS CASIO" still kn amik subject yg m'gira..xshuke..xshuke!!!

Hurm, td mmg worst among de worst...aku xdpt jwb..merepek ntah ape2ler...
gerenti fail pnyer ar..xde cnfident lngsung wt quiz tue td..!!
Walhal smlm tdo kul 4.30a.m stdy dat chpter,BUT...
td Q's ssh bangat dong!!..dhler mase xcukup...
sedeyh2..tp xpelah..da try yg t'baek..mybe xde rezeki utk dpt good marks kowt!!
next tyme2!!think +ve..!!!;)

Cmnerlah nk blajar sngguh2???!!aslkn br nk bwut revision, asgment dtg melambak2..issh..
xdpt nk rht lngsng...pnt yg amat!!!
i think lecturer UiTMshud understnd kt ktorg ckit lor..
pleaseeeee.....reduce de asgment..TLGGGlah..i begging u..
huh..

Destress aku dibuatnyer..xde eustress2 lagi daa..3 ari cuti nie akn d'manfaatkn sesungguh2 nye..but...boley ke??next week test OB plak!!!arghhhhhh........TENSEN lah!!!!!!!!!!!!



Pen Off,
KuaizahAdenan

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Sweeter than Candies...
Lovelier than red roses...
More huggable than soft toys...

That's what you are!
Here's wishing you a Valentine's Day
that's as special as you're!!!!

TAGGED BY YANIE

1.Have you said "i love you" today
Absolutely YES..every single call from my bf i'll end up with de word "i love u"

2.Did you cry at your graduation or smile because you were glad it was over?
Coming soon..diz coming May i guess i'll hv BIG smile on my graduation..


3.What's your nickname?
MIZZ KUAI

4.How do you calm down when you’re extremely angry?
Shopping!!!!Shopping!!!!!Shopping!!!!!!!!!

5.A movie or a long walk in the beach on a date?
Of course movie..Beach??!!absolutely NO!!I HATE BEACH!!!

6.A guy/girl comes up to you says "hey babe", you say?
if guy..hye,did i know u?? if girl.. hye2, how r u??..;)

7.What's first thing you notice in a guy/girl?
Same with yanie!!1st sure lah APPEARANCE!!

8.Would you ever date someone covered in tats and piercings?
NO!! Xsuke lelaki yg pierce or ade tatu..cm lelaki JAHAT jea..

9.Would you want a house at the beach or in the mountains?
Both Xnak!!Nk rumah dkt ngan GARDEN!!;)

10.What are 2 of your favorite colors?
PINK & BLACK

11.What time is it right now?
10.40p.m

12.What's your zodiac sign?
VIRGO

13.Are you a party animal or someone who prefers to stay in a quiet place?
BOTH also CAN depend on my MOOD

14.Do you prefer dogs or cats?
BOTH xsuke!!prefer HAMSTER sbb die chumel sgt!!;)

15.Would you drive 100 miles for the one you love?
Of course I DO!!!;)

16.Does love really make you act crazy?
Sumtime...

" Stupido Nightmare"

Dear Blog,

i dunnoe where i want to strt..
story yg nk d'ceritakn nie mmglah agk funny plus x logik BUT nk cerita jgk!!!hehe
actly, yesterday i hv a really nightmare dream..
juz wrote here to let u'all know..

Cerita nyer b'mula...
yesterday, aku mimpi adik aku kn baham buaya..(Xtawler tetibe jea boleh ade buaye dlm mimpi nie)
then, ntah cmner aku tetibe jea ade kuase boley stopkn mase
(mcm hiro dlm cter hero tue)
ape lg, aku pown stop kn mase..pastue aku slamatkn adik aku drpd buaya tue..(cm bodoh jea mimpi nie)
lps aku da cmpk adik aku kt ats daratan tue, aku plak yg xdpt nk naek kt ats drt tue..
almaklumlah, aku nie mmg x reti berenang..(buley plak kn???!!!)
pastue, tetibe jea kuase aku hlg n ape lg, buaya tue plak jdkn aku mgsa..
Pastue, aku t'jaga..xtaw ar ending die cmner???rase2nyer apelah agknyer..
aku mati or ade hero laen yg slmat kn aku plak???hurm..
cter mimpi aku nie mmglah mcm xlogik n rase cm sengal jea..
tp, bg aku mimpi nie sgt scary marylah COZ psl mimpi nielah,aku smpai t'jaga dr tdo n da x buley nk lelap lg..
gler penangan mimpi nie..huhu..
Hurm...
ade x sape2 tahu wut actly msg from diz mimpi??
erm...yealah, org kate kalo mimpi kn gigit ular, dat mean ade org nk masuk meminang,tp
kn gigit buaye ape plak maksud nyer ek??????
kalo ade sape2 yg taw, tlglah bgtaw pd sy yea...heee..;)

p/s: Hope mimpi yg best2 plak mlm nie..;)

Pen off,
Kuai

Dearest Lil' B****

Here a Top 5 Reasons Why Men Fail with Women and How to Make Sure U Avoid Every One of These Deadly Common Mistakes

MISTAKE 1:

Thinking That It Takes Money And Looks
One of the most common mistakes that guys make is giving up before they've even gotten started... because they think that attractive women are only interested in men who have looks and money... or guys who are a certain height... or guys who are a certain age.
And sure, there are some women who are only interested in these things.
But MOST women are far more interested in a man's personality than his wallet or his looks.
There are personality traits that attract women like a magnet...
And if you learn what they are and how to use them, YOU can be one of these guys.
YOU DO NOT have to "settle" for a woman just because you aren't rich, tall, or handsome.
Let me say this again: If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.

MISTAKE 2:

Trying To Buy Her Affection With Food And Gifts
How many times have you taken a woman out to a nice dinner, bought her gifts and flowers, and had her REJECT you for someone who didn't treat her even HALF as well as you did?
Well guess what?
It's only NATURAL when this happens...
That's right, I said NATURAL.
When you do these things, you send a clear message:
"I don't think you'll like me for who I am, so I'm going to try to buy your attention and affection".
Your good intentions usually come across to women as over-compensation for insecurity, and weak attempts at manipulation. That's right, I said that women see this as MANIPULATION.

MISTAKE 3:

Trying To Convince Her To Like You
What do most guys do when they meet a woman that they REALLY like... but she's just not interested?
Right! They try to "convince" the woman to feel differently.
Well, I have news for you... YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW A WOMAN "FEELS" WHEN IT COMES TO ATTRACTION!
Never, ever, EVER.
You cannot CONVINCE a woman to feel differently about you with "logic and reasoning".
Think about it.
If a woman doesn't "feel it" for you, how in the world do you expect to change that FEELING by being "reasonable" with her?
But most guys in de world do it.
When a woman just isn't interested, they beg, plead, chase, and do their best to change her mind.
Bad idea. One that will never work.

MISTAKE 4:

Not Getting How Attraction Works For Women
Women are VERY different from men when it comes to ATTRACTION.
You need to accept this fact, and deal with it.
When a man sees a beautiful, young, sexy woman, he INSTANTLY feels a sexual attraction.
But does the same apply for women?
Do women feel sexual attraction to men based mostly on looks? Or is something else going on?
Well, after studying this topic for over five full years now, I can tell you that women usually have their "attraction mechanisms" triggered by things OTHER than looks.
Have you ever noticed that you see a lot more average and unattractive men with beautiful women than the other way around?
Think about it.
Women are more attracted to certain qualities in men... and they're attracted to the way a man makes them FEEL than they are to looks alone.
If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.
But it's not an accident. You have to LEARN how to do this.
And ANY guy can learn how...

MISTAKE 5:

Not KnowingEXACTLY What To Do In EachType Of Situation With Women
Now I'm going to blow your mind...
A woman ALWAYS knows what you're thinking.
Women are approximately TEN TIMES better than men at reading body language. That's ten TIMES.
I know, it might be hard to believe. But for example, if you're out on a date with a woman, and you want to kiss her, she knows it.
And if you don't know exactly what to do and exactly HOW to kiss her, and you just sit there looking at her and getting nervous, she won't help!
And this goes for ALL aspects of women and dating...
Approaching a woman, getting her number, asking her out, kissing her, getting physical... everything.
If you don't know what to do in each situation, you will probably screw it up... and LOSE EVERYTHING.
And you KNOW it.
It is VITALLY important that you know EXACTLY how to go from one step to the next with a woman... from the first meeting, all the way to the bedroom.

L.O.V.E

As i lay on my bed

Not knowing wut to do

I decide 2 tell u something

To show my luv to u

Now, i don't know where 2 strt...

N i'm not sure wut 2 say

All i know is dat "I LOVE U"

In each n every way

I love ur sweet n gentle kiss

When i'm done it, I MISS U...

I luv de way u squeeze me thight

When u hold n hug me...

I luv it when u play with my hair...

For u, i'll do nything n diz I swear

I luv ur voice, smile n touch!

Wut else can i say, i just

LOVE U SO MUCH!!!!!

Broadband yg mcm celakaa!!!

actly, aku xde niat pown nk post blog nie..tp disbbkn broadband cm sial jea,pnyer lembab time aku ngan on9 ms..so aku decidelah buat blog nie..
ish..geram2..geram2..aku mmg geram ngan broadband aku..mcm siput babi jea function die..ape hal da agknyer..meragam xkena tmpt..
time aku nk on9lah die jd celakaa..!!!
"Heh broadband, tlglah jgn meragam buat mase nie pleaseeee..
bglah aku on9 sat..jap2 g aku tdo ko meragam lah yea.."
aku syg ko!!!muaxxx!!!;)

love,
kuaizah.

6 January 2009

Today, my claz start at 2.30 pm..ptg2 nie cm biase lah bijik mate nie slalulah buat problem..

dah lah claz BEL 492..scary sey..;(

knape aku scary???!!

almaklumlah, ari nie buat julung2 kali nyer nk masuk claz PM Sa'aban..mcm2 rase ade di dada nie..

takot nyer aku kt die..;(

ari nie nasib baek aku xlambat lg mcm smlm..pkul 12.30, gue sudey mandi beb!!!b'kobar2 nk masuk claz nie..hehe..;)



Sesampai jea aku kt lif UiTM tue, Dee( my new friend) call aku..pk kan lecturer da smpai..bapak awl die masuk..padahal jam br kul 2.05 minit..at last,rupe2nyer Dee mintak aku bwk kn tudung utk die..aku pelik ar nape die alim sgt nk pkai tudung, bknnyer nk masuk claz CTU pown..BUT eventhough bkn claz CTU, rupenyer2 claz BEL 492 nie all de student COMPULSORY kn pkai TUDUNG n BAJU KURUNG!!!Wah!!pelik sungguh..pk kn time claz CTU jea kn pkai tudung..ape2 pown, dat not my problem nymore..coz now i'm permanently mmg pkai tudung ke claz..hehe..

Dee, pesanan i utk u (actly 4 me too):

1. WAJIB pkai TUDUNG n BAJU KURUNG every TUESDAY k!;)




2. NO food n drink during claz.




3. Dont ever2 come late dr die..if u xnk kn halau kluar dr claz..




4. Lastly, Dont ever2 bercakap kt dlm claz during die m'gajar!die kate if nk b'CKP kn raise up ur hand..hehe

Eventhough he's very strict BUT i think he's a good lecturer!!;) he's very dicipline person n sumtime he's very funny..haha..(ikhlas dr hati aku nie,bkn nk m'gipas die)..

Nyway, i have to go now..makmah ajak aku bl tudung!!bestnyer..since da pkai tudung nie,ape2 tudung aku nk pown aku dpt!hahaha..seronok jgk bl da pkai tudung nie..wee...;)

later, i'll update my blog k. bye2..; )

About Me

Today, I know the deepest level that I am. I am an incredible Woman! "I am sensitive, touchy, moody, fearless, careless, controlling, demanding, blunt, rough, perfidious, outrageous, daring, vain, perfectionist, extravagant, a tease, ridiculous, and a wondrous woman to myself most of the time. "But I am also loving, caring, affectionate, thoughtful, hardworking, organized, neat, hilarious, playful, fabulous, genuine, unforgettable, fascinating, captivating, fashionable, alluring, a friend, a listener, a goddess, a sister, a girlfriend, a baby. "The greatest learning of my life is that it is fine by me to be despised for who I truly am than to be adored for who I really am not. "I have learned to love myself and love others and need to be loved in return. "Love reigns! "Love is the very reason I am living my life to the fullest, for loving overcomes the most fearful, unexplainable and unexpected."

"Welcome 2009"

"Happy New Year"!!!!

On 1st January 2009, i'll start my new life..i juz hope diz year will bring more n more happiness in my life..1stly, thanx to God coz give me a chance to continue my study in degree..i'm really2 happy becoz i already get what i want.Thanx GOD!!!; )

For diz year, i have a lot of myself planning..

1stly, i want change myself !!!Of course,i want to be a more mature!!i dun want to waste my time to keep arguing with my bf anymore n i hope he also become a mature person..

2ndly, i want to be a good student in my claz..i want to score in all my subject for diz semester eventhough i were get PM Saaban for my speech communication subject!!OMG..he's very strict lecturer!!MAMPOS aku kali nie!!;( i really2 afraid with him but what can i do...hopefully i'll get "A" for diz subject!Amin..

3rdly, eventhough skrg nie da terpisah ngan kawan2 yg dl n rase mcm x best jea blajar sorang2 kt cnie, aku ttp akn teruskn perjuangan aku..hopefully dptlah kwn2 yg lg best kt cnie..dahlah dlm claz xsmpai 10 org..gler sey..hope sgt decision utk tkr campus shah alam ke mlk nie adlh decision yg tepat untuk diri aku..!!lgpun aku buat smua nie utk kebaikan seseorg yg aku syg!hopefully, he will success in their life n happy ever after!!

4thly, nielah percubaan yg agk kekok aku nk buat iaitu "bertudung" ke claz.. semua org yg jmpe aku kt kbm pelik n xknl aku lg coz da pkai tudung...klakarkn!!hehe..BUT wut everpun aku rase lebih tenang after pkai tudung nie..hope lps nie pintu hati aku terbuka utk pkai tudung forever n ever eventhough aku hang out pun..; )

Nielah azam2 baru aku sempena menyambut tahun baru!!!Hopefully aku akn berjaya mencapai apa yg aku hajati n plan nie..AMIN..

Thoughts of you remain..

You may never see this… And may never get the chance to. But I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done… All the lies, the deceit, and misinterpretations… I love you and you might NEVER feel the same way..And I know this is all just karma for what I may have done to you. For all the 2-facedness and the lying when it was never needed, the hurt and pain I put you through, and all the times I told you I loved you, but you felt the need to second guess it...
And although you may never see this, I LOVE YOU more than anything in the world,and you don’t need to forgive me, and you don’t need to be my friend… But I don’t want to leave, without letting you see:

• how much you mean to me
  
  • how involved you are in my world
• how every breath I take, whispers your name…
• my thoughts linger to you and my hands only need your warmth
• my body needs to be close to yours
• and how all I ever want, is to scream,
  
• “I LOVE YOU”

..Never in my life, have I ever met a guy with a heart as beautiful as yours, or a smile that can kill. You have the ability to take my world and spin it around and when I’m with you, I feel like I can do anything..
We rise in love, and you CHANGE me in ways I’ve never experienced and awaken feelings in me I’ve never felt. I feel like a small child all over again when our eyes met, and when you look away, I feel like a toddler who’s just lost their most precious toy.

You’re truly lover and I admire and cherish all the moments we’ve spent together. And Although you’ll never see this,


I want the world to know I love you forever.