About Me

Today, I know the deepest level that I am. I am an incredible Woman! "I am sensitive, touchy, moody, fearless, careless, controlling, demanding, blunt, rough, perfidious, outrageous, daring, vain, perfectionist, extravagant, a tease, ridiculous, and a wondrous woman to myself most of the time. "But I am also loving, caring, affectionate, thoughtful, hardworking, organized, neat, hilarious, playful, fabulous, genuine, unforgettable, fascinating, captivating, fashionable, alluring, a friend, a listener, a goddess, a sister, a girlfriend, a baby. "The greatest learning of my life is that it is fine by me to be despised for who I truly am than to be adored for who I really am not. "I have learned to love myself and love others and need to be loved in return. "Love reigns! "Love is the very reason I am living my life to the fullest, for loving overcomes the most fearful, unexplainable and unexpected."

"Welcome 2009"

"Happy New Year"!!!!

On 1st January 2009, i'll start my new life..i juz hope diz year will bring more n more happiness in my life..1stly, thanx to God coz give me a chance to continue my study in degree..i'm really2 happy becoz i already get what i want.Thanx GOD!!!; )

For diz year, i have a lot of myself planning..

1stly, i want change myself !!!Of course,i want to be a more mature!!i dun want to waste my time to keep arguing with my bf anymore n i hope he also become a mature person..

2ndly, i want to be a good student in my claz..i want to score in all my subject for diz semester eventhough i were get PM Saaban for my speech communication subject!!OMG..he's very strict lecturer!!MAMPOS aku kali nie!!;( i really2 afraid with him but what can i do...hopefully i'll get "A" for diz subject!Amin..

3rdly, eventhough skrg nie da terpisah ngan kawan2 yg dl n rase mcm x best jea blajar sorang2 kt cnie, aku ttp akn teruskn perjuangan aku..hopefully dptlah kwn2 yg lg best kt cnie..dahlah dlm claz xsmpai 10 org..gler sey..hope sgt decision utk tkr campus shah alam ke mlk nie adlh decision yg tepat untuk diri aku..!!lgpun aku buat smua nie utk kebaikan seseorg yg aku syg!hopefully, he will success in their life n happy ever after!!

4thly, nielah percubaan yg agk kekok aku nk buat iaitu "bertudung" ke claz.. semua org yg jmpe aku kt kbm pelik n xknl aku lg coz da pkai tudung...klakarkn!!hehe..BUT wut everpun aku rase lebih tenang after pkai tudung nie..hope lps nie pintu hati aku terbuka utk pkai tudung forever n ever eventhough aku hang out pun..; )

Nielah azam2 baru aku sempena menyambut tahun baru!!!Hopefully aku akn berjaya mencapai apa yg aku hajati n plan nie..AMIN..

Thoughts of you remain..

You may never see this… And may never get the chance to. But I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done… All the lies, the deceit, and misinterpretations… I love you and you might NEVER feel the same way..And I know this is all just karma for what I may have done to you. For all the 2-facedness and the lying when it was never needed, the hurt and pain I put you through, and all the times I told you I loved you, but you felt the need to second guess it...
And although you may never see this, I LOVE YOU more than anything in the world,and you don’t need to forgive me, and you don’t need to be my friend… But I don’t want to leave, without letting you see:

• how much you mean to me
  
  • how involved you are in my world
• how every breath I take, whispers your name…
• my thoughts linger to you and my hands only need your warmth
• my body needs to be close to yours
• and how all I ever want, is to scream,
  
• “I LOVE YOU”

..Never in my life, have I ever met a guy with a heart as beautiful as yours, or a smile that can kill. You have the ability to take my world and spin it around and when I’m with you, I feel like I can do anything..
We rise in love, and you CHANGE me in ways I’ve never experienced and awaken feelings in me I’ve never felt. I feel like a small child all over again when our eyes met, and when you look away, I feel like a toddler who’s just lost their most precious toy.

You’re truly lover and I admire and cherish all the moments we’ve spent together. And Although you’ll never see this,


I want the world to know I love you forever.